Ballerina

Indy Nile

Poem

You’ll howl forever while I roll my eyes
Powered by a wind up switch
Sticking out of the back of my neck
Like a rogue bone
Twisted and supposed to rattle my voice box
But the ill painted ballerina pierced through my tongue does not sing
Supisd mechanical broken thing
Just rolls its eyes round and round
Like a marble loose in its head

And you
I think you vacuumed your eyes for me
Cause I hate it when you cry
So my heart beats downwards like there’s a kid inside
Incessantly bouncing his rubble ball against its floor

You vacuumed your eyes for me

Those red veins, the outline of lightning
Painted inside your eyelids
So you dream about storms
And I blink, I hate to blink
To dream of the veins scarring your arid eyes

You vacuumed your eyes for me

And I blink, I hate to blink
To dream of your veins

Coat my eyelashes in glue
Reaching up

No. I don’t think we look alike
You don’t look like me

And I wind up my misfit bone
But the painting ballerina does not sing
I only weep unblinkingly